is it my fault that I can't think straight?
trying to make
a reason to live but the truth's hard to take
vices go straight to the vein
I fight better when I can't feel the pain
I medicate, hiding in shame
I medicate, vices go straight to the vein
hesitate and fail to react
grind my teeth and shake
paralyzed with fear of what the world wants to take
every day I start with guilt and end in shame
left to myself, I will always be this way
Fusing ’90s metalcore, ’00s vaporwave, and ’20s cybergrind, the Texans' debut showcases an unprecedented unholy trinity. Bandcamp New & Notable May 17, 2023